Solitude

 I love being solitude, but it doesn’t mean I hate to mingle. It is just a simple reason to be alone; afraid of crossing the line that is what I am thinking. I do not know why my life is so sick even I try to live with it sometimes. Sure, to be alone is not the best way to make my life better and I clearly know that being solitude makes my life even worse. Still I enjoy it so much. You may say that my thought is completely misleading, but you wouldn’t say that when you were me. I do not mean to convince you to feel what I feel, but I just want let you know that I get many advantages of being solitude.Here are the thoughts, being solitude makes me more comfortable and I feel much safer. Besides, I am used to spending my time alone and I think there is no reason to feel bad of going somewhere alone, or going jogging without company and spending my quality time without anyone else. To be honest, sometimes I feel so lonely and I need someone to stand right beside me, but every single time that thought rises inside I try not to call my friends to hear my story. I lock it deep down inside, keep it dark and zip it tightly. It sounds stupid to live in the very tiny live, but I tell you this the more solitude I life, the less damage I possible make.So still wanna ask why I love being solitude?