Dear diary V

Dear diary...

I wish you knew what I’ve been thinking about us. Lately I’ve found that I couldn’t dare to keep this relationship going. I am afraid of my own thought. When every time I miss you, it looks like a thousand arrows stab in my head. It’s killing me. We are not supposed to be like this and I shouldn’t have known you. It sounds just too late and I’ve already hurt you so badly. Now I feel so sorry for myself. I do apologize from what I’ve done to you. I know I don’t deserve to have your forgiveness. 

I tell you this; I always say that I will always try not to make someone down. In fact I was foiled and I fully regretted it. When I looked down on you, I got tears on my eyes. It was so cruel of me of letting you cried. 

I thought I could be a faithful person but couldn’t. I am so sorry for being so selfish. I love you for sure.