Dear diary I

Dear diary…

I ruined my life again; I thought I was really cruel either for me or them. I was not supposed to be like this. It sounded too hard to distinguish which side I was standing on. I’ve been such an evil many times. Every time I looked up and saw the big wide blue skies and the soft white clouds, I was so happy where I was at that time, but when I looked down inside my heart I found a big messy life and I was hopeless. I have to fix what I’ve made and I don’t want to complain anymore. Jealousy will bring nothing, and I’ve known this for so long. Still I make the same mistakes over and over again. Everyone just has the same chance to get something better. Don’t be so reckless with your life and just remember all man die that for sure.