Better in time

THE STORY OF US

You know what, I was so in love when I knew you, but now, everything sounds so dull. And there's nothing left to say how we will say goodbye each other since I no longer know who you are now. It's not entirely your fault. I am the one who change as you treated me like dirt. I remembered the first time we met and how we started that acquaintance. And by the way, all memories about you and me are still roaring in my ears even now. To be frank I was in love with you that day, when we got along like we never did before. It was harsh and I was dying to touch you. Remember how we spent those days and nights? Those gripping feelings are always torturing me every single time your shadow appears. I just remember how people were jealous when you were around and the the stupid thing was I paid no mind for what they thought as I felt so much comfortable around you. But all's gone, no more pain, no more love left behind. We didn't talk our mind correctly, both you and I were stubborn. You were mean and ruthless and I was so sensitive to take all your words. I hate the moment when you called me a liar, the one who was fond of making such a horrible drama. And you know what, I cannot even be able to forgive your wild hunch, the hunch when you thought I just wanted to be your friend because I wanted to see your true color.

You were such a judgmental person who didn't even use your mind before you shoot. You didn't know how broken I was when you said that I was a big fat liar who used his friend, used you. We both were wrong all way around.

So many things that I wish you knew,*

I really loved you, and I bet you knew it. I was out of words since you could read my mind. it was wide and clear how I felt unless you were blind or juts pretended that you did't know. I wish You were knew what I was thinking when we were together. There were so many considerations why I kept this damn feeling.

I wish you knew, I wish you did.

*Taylor Swift- The Story of Us.