My Bad of Believing

My Bad of Believing

I pick the trash and try to turn it to be a thing

But worthless

I pictured you as the future and said it in my dream

Oh, what a stupid thinking

I know I am not perfect

But I try to

Since I know, life is short

Besides beauty doesn’t last longer

Sooner or later we’ll get wrinkles

Oh, my mistakes to pick you up in my daydreaming

And always hoping you are the beginning, then I can create the ending

Still I waste my time and energy

I don’t know what I’ve been doing and saying

But I am so out of here, out of my mindless dreaming

It was really hilarious that you are wild and unhealthy

You know what, I am not used to it, and will never be

Because I am not you

And enough to pretend

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